I've missed so much by not posting when I should have. If it counts I've thought about posting often. No? Doesn't count, you say? Well damn. I'm going to get back into the swing of things and catch up you invisible readers. (Ha, like people read this obnoxious crap.)Brief overview: Christmas was awesome and exciting. I imagine it will be even better in the years to come when Jasper understands more.
He was spoiled rotten with gifts and I wouldn't have had it any other way. New years I made a few resolutions but the just of them is to be proud of who I am and make wise decisions. My birthday is right around the corner and I'm starting to feel my age. My meds are working miracles and I am no longer a poisonous person. My Grandma scared us with a hospital visit. I worry about how short life is. 
My sister Samantha is bursting with her swollen belly. I can't wait to meet the newest member of my family. My niece Kaidynce Leeanne Abbas. I may have spelled her middle name wrong. 
Jasper was introduced to some farm life over New years. It was so precious and made me long for the days when our life will be filled with country smells.
I'm trying to let things go. I hold grudges forever. Or at least, I used to. But in order for me to be proud of myself I need to learn to forgive people and move on. I want friends. I want people I can chat with. Admittedly I'm not fond of chatting very much with other people. They tend to talk back. But occasionally it is nice to talk with someone other than Justin or Jasper. Chick talk, so to speak.
I was working on a blogging activity before my hiatus and I'm damn well going to finish it. Eventually. A few other things were started and not finished on here. I plan on wrapping those up as well. Until then, enjoy the photos of my adorable sweet bean.
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